Something Died

Recently, I've deleted about a few hundred posts from my social media accounts. I can't believe the posts I've been sharing before. There's no one I hate more than that narcissistic douchebag that I used to be. I'm not yet done though. I still spend a few minutes each day scroll…

The Choice to Live Forever, One of the Most Important Stories I've Ever Written

'The Choice to Live Forever' is the second book I'm publishing, and it's another standalone story set in the AppSir Games Universe. It comes out on February 2 and is probably one of the best stories I've made in a while.
Its story is a by-product of my reflections about love and…

The Resurrected

No more. I'm done.I don't want to feel this way anymore. I'm moving forward.I don't want to be a case of wasted potential.I've got a good plan for fighting this depression. I've got a good plan to become a better person.#1: Working out. Whenever I feel like I'm going to …

Some Things Aren't Destinations, They're Checkpoints

While playing DERE EVIL EXE, I got reminded that the checkpoints in the game were tombstones. I guess I picked that design because I knew the player character would be dying soon and they'd respawn at their grave.We chase after those checkpoints and really need them, but they are not the endgam…

I Am a Deeply Flawed Human Being and I Should Be Better Because Everyone In My Life Deserves Better... Including Me.

Straight from the healing heart. Give this a read.

Today I have reached a breakthrough. I finally realized and accepted how deeply flawed I am. It didn't come suddenly, it took years. I wish I had learned about these sooner, but then again, I shouldn't dwell on things I can't change.

I c…

How Mad Men Inspired HopBound

HopBound, AppSir's latest game, is a horror platformer in the same vein as DERE EVIL EXE. However, instead of focusing on fourth-wall-breaking meta-horror, HopBound focuses on psychological horror inspired by my experiences watching Matthew Weiner's Mad Men. If you haven't finished HopB…

My Thoughts on AppSir Games

Just wanted to share this. Whenever I feel lonely, I think about the fact that millions of people all around the world have played games I made, and games I helped make. It's not the awards and accolades these games get, it's the connection I got to make with all those people even for a fe…
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